All Alone

Do you folks get lonely? I know I do. The dread of not having anyone to talk to acts like a slow poison. Maybe it’s because I am a warrior of light. But then again most people are. But why do I long to be in company of others?

There are times I feel as though I am distancing myself from others and at other times I feel as though others are distancing themselves from me. I cannot explain why, it just seems everyone is too busy with their own lives and have little time for each other.

I wonder is this going to continue in my life? I guess when I am older, I might never again see some of my old friends and worse we might not even recognize each other. Some of my secondary school friends are already giving me the cold shoulder whenever I see them.

I am not sad or anything, but just find it strange to see people so busy with their lives that they are forgetting their friends. Well you can always blame it on the stress of living in a metropolitan city like Singapore but seriously folks, is it right to blame all of it on stress? Stress can only get to you so long as you let it get to you.

Is it too much to ask? To sit down and talk with one another? What in life is so damn important that we forsake our friends? I guess I am too simple of a person to understand the complexities of life.

Well I guess I have to grow old all alone. But hey with life you just never know. But it sure would be nice to have people to talk to.

So till my next post ya, its bye from Ganz.

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