Why Am I So Reluctant?

I have always been reluctant to ask people for help for the things I could do myself. But why must I always do everything? Why bother when no one else cares? What have I to gain but simple complements that were said because I took the initiative to do other people’s work. Why am I so reluctant?

Maybe it’s because I cannot stand their substandard work or their lazy attitudes. Or maybe I am too nice of a person who is being considerate to people who just don’t deserve it. But who am I to judge them. I am just too naive of the evils of the adult world. I guess the old saying was right. If you want done something right, you got to do it yourself.

So till my next post ya, its bye from Ganz.

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