IN A CLEFT STICK

In which the author is confounded by a dilemma.

Dilemmas, I hate them.

Why do we always need to make life altering decisions with dilemmas?

Why can’t it be easy, like reading a book or like watching a movie?

Why do we need to weigh our pros and cons?

Oh Why?

Why, can’t it be simpler?

Don’t you respect my simplicity?

Or am I just complicating things?

After all I am simple.

But the heart doesn’t agree with the mind.

The thoughts are many, the choices too. Which one will I take?

Nobody advises me, say I can figure anything.

But I don’t. I feel wretched, lost and lonely.

Damn you, why can’t it be simple?

The Decisions
1) Get a degree in Film making (US)
2) Get a degree in Film making (Local)
3) Get any stupid Degree (NTU, NUS)
4) Go to work
5) Open my own Studio
6) Become a writer
7) Become a teacher

The Dilemma
To be or not to be

The Answer
I have none. Only the destiny, the keeper of keys can truly answer me.

So till my next post ya, its bye from Ganz.

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