Have You Got No Shame?

You know after all this years, I thought my mother would change. But alas she has once again caused enough sorrow that will no doubt end the year on a sour note. Well this isn’t the first time and I have all but given up hope that my mother would change her ways.

I feel so heartbroken to know my own mother is doing such things to bring shame upon the good name my father has taken so many years to attain.

Well it’s not like me to speak ill of my mother, but sometimes the pain she causes our family really saddens me. Whenever I talk to her I know how frustrated she is living with her mother and mother in law. At times I pity her, but sympathy has its limits. She is merely using sympathy as a disguise to get what she wants.

But I count her lucky, for my father hasn’t yet decide to divorce her. Sometimes it really angers me when she gives me the cold shoulder when I ask her why she did such things and where did the money go to.

Well how are you suppose to feel when someone who trusts your family comes knocking on your door asking your mother to pay up. And upon a little investigation, you learn of the lies she spun to get the money and to make matters worse that someone has heard rumors that your mother is not a trust worthy person.

How would you feel when you hear people cursing and swearing at your own mother who stands there as if nothing ever happened? And you are powerless to say anything because you know it’s the truth that your mother is unworthy of trust, a liar and a con artist.

All I asked her was ‘Have you got no shame?’

So till my next post ya, its bye from Ganz.

---