Why Do We Lie To Ourselves?

Not a day goes by without me lying to myself. I wake up everyday without knowing how the day would turn out to be, and yet I would say to myself it’s going to be a good day.

Why would I say such a thing to myself? Probably because I cannot imagine or accept unexpected things to happen during the course of the day. For I fear the things which I have no control over.

By lying, I somehow am able to trick my mind into thinking that nothing serious or unexpected will happen to me. And likewise everyday because a routine.

A part of me wants to have that routine lifestyle because it’s the safer path, but the other part of me hates it. I am starting to get sick of this dilemma. I need to break away from the system that I have been caught in. I need stop lying to myself and face the uncertainties of my life. Why? I do not know. But my heart tells me… I need to.

So till my next post ya, its bye from Ganz.

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